i accidently tapped on spoiler button on rudeus family thought i knew this wasnt going to be much difficult even the idea of marrying rudy daughter to his great uncle clive didnt give me much shock but damn.......... norn had a child with ruijerd.
I-I-I I cant guys...... what did i deserve to see this ....
I am not sure if i like this series or not... The anime was funny until now but i read the mange until the latest chapter. While i could not stop reading, didnt really liked it?
Especially when i looked up in this wiki how it will go forward, if the web and light novel is finished and so on.
WARNING: i will tell about some stuff i read on the wiki. Just want to warn if someone does not want to get spoiled.
First: This series just hits to close to home... I am myself a 29 year old man that has achived nothing in life. I do have work at the moment but it always feels like i am not made for work as i am to incompetent. Also i can only be happy a little when i know i dont have to work.
To make it short: I saw myself a lot to the Rudeus previous life and i wished so many times i could go back and make thing right. Start over. But i know this is not possible.
And seeing Rudeus achives everything, is loved by many because he is so amazing and competent, triggers me so much (See above about having second chance).
Second: To the "world" or story itself: It seems everyone in this world has multiple women are are finde if the husband is cheating or has more than one lover. I dont really like that. Even Rudeus which had a human "earth" life loves 3 women and has children with them. I dont know it just feels very strange and uncomfortable.
There was a thrid thing i forgot it thou writing this. Also because of the mentioned triggers.
Anyway, i should not like this series but i cant but looking more into it... Is it maybe because i identifiy myself so much with the protagonist (not rudeus itself but with his earth life) and because i have this fantasy to start over again?